I used to count the morning fees and feel the month was safe, then school-fee week arrived and the drawer was suddenly thin. Malai made me put the school term on the same sheet as the gauze and the rent. The first quarter I still overspent on a family trip, and we had to lower the draw. I was glad she wrote that down instead of smoothing it over.
A clinic drawer and a school-fee week
Siriporn has run a small dental clinic in Ra-ngae for nine years. Morning fees were counted in a tin. Supplies were paid in cash at the end of the week. The family's school fees, a parent's medicine, and the clinic's gauze all left the same tin, so a busy month and a frightening month could be the same month.
In the opening sitting we did not talk about growth. We listed what the tin had actually paid across the previous year, then placed the school-fee months on a strip of paper beside the months when patients travel and the chair is quiet. The annual plan that followed set a draw that survived the quiet month, and a set-aside that was untouched when a cousin asked for a loan. Siriporn still keeps the tin. It now has a second envelope taped to the lid.
At the second quarterly sitting she had spent the generous month on a trip. The note from that day lowered the next draw instead of scolding the trip. She says that sentence is the one she remembers.